europe. ten funeral songs
europe will swallow me
I’ll become a european daughter
my life will be like
one of your many rivers
my sad europe
I wonder if your sadness
can equal my sadness?
do you have
enough room for my brain
for my carnivorous rats?
(my memory lasts as long
as the air in a 3-mm syringe)
but as for my face
is it more like a man’s than a woman’s?
the little children dead on our streets
or in our bellies poisoned and full of passion
will they have a place where they can string
their silent beads
where they can to gnaw on their fingers
where they can to hang their scrawny spines?
from europe. ten funeral songs, 2005
translated by Adam J. Sorkin and Adrian Urmanov